Leaving my mouse in Cheltenham seems to have had both it’s pros and cons. It means anytime I try and use my laptop it’s like a strategy of buttons, the ‘tab’ button in particular is probably worn down as it’s the only way I can actually navigate anything. But at the same time it’s meant that I’ve used my laptop much less, and that’s really helped. The whole point of going home was to try and get better, away from all the stresses of Cheltenham and that seems to be working. Sure, I’m going back in a few days, but at the minute I’m feeling much less anxious. Over the next couple of days I’m going to sort stuff out so that I can get back to the house and not let it all get on top of me again. The real test though is to see if my ears/hearing will improve over the next week (and in turn all the other side effects that come with it). If not…well, I suppose we’ll have to cross that bridge when the time comes.
